Tuesday, February 17, 2026

Only one of those dreams:

 Mostly my dreams slip away when I wake up, even if I try to recall them. But some keep intruding into my mind, all through the day. I find the way to resolve them is to write them down, as nobody would want  to listen to my recital of them. So here goes, the cleansing of a dream, so to speak.

I am driving toward home, relieved to be on a familiar route, the road from Watervliet to Cohoes. I am returning, maybe from a  hospital visit, maybe the patient was Barbara, but I can't be sure because the dream starts with my driving. I realize the once familiar route is now different as it's been a while since I last drove it. There are new buildings. One  complex on the left stands out, a new structure spanning probably most of a city block, maybe commercial,  or maybe apartments. It sits low on complex driveways and is ivory with maroon trim.  I inadvertently drive into the grounds on one of the newly constructed roads, and in driving back onto the main road, I am in the left turn lane instead of the right. No problem as there is no traffic behind me. I quickly adjust to the right lane.A man driving by gives me a dirty look as my car is only slightly out into the roadway, but no issue. I continue driving. ****I am at a place, much like the Fairgrounds. No activity there, but I see Dave and the collie, either Cosmo or Clara. I rebuke him for not having the dog on a leash. He goes into some office to deal with some routine paperwork. The dog goes with him. Noone seems to mind. I am carrying a newspaper and when I roll it up for easy carrying, the dog sees it and takes off, but only a short distance, quickly returning. I comment that the dog must have been punished in its past with a rolled newspaper. Dave remains mellow, most likely ignoring what I say about the leash. ***

I am at Barbara's house where she is recovering from a hospital visit. One of the Overocker girls is also visiting her there. She is at first in her bedroom where there is a pure white bed, so comfortable and inviting. I ask her if she takes a nap there during the daytime, and she says she never sleeps during the day. I say I don't  either, but would be tempted to do so by that bed. I comment on her hair, which is  now black, as in her youth and is short but kind of feathered, quite attractive. I even reach out and touch it. I say, so you've had your hair styled while you've been away. She smiles and agrees. I ask her where and she says Italy. I'm not sure if that's a shop or if she's just joking, so let it ride. The weather is fine, and we walk outside, down that familiar front step. She has no trouble walking and I tell her she's doing fine. She says that's because they left her knee when they operated. I notice she is wearing the same type of ballet slipper shoes she usually wore, and the only sign of surgery is the brown mesh socks she is wearing. 

  We go back into her house and the Overocker girl say she has to leave as it's getting time to eat. I say I'll be leaving too and ask if she needs anything. She says she could use some help with the pipes in the cellar if I know anyone. I try to think and am in the process of trying to say maybe George Kagel could, but I wake up before I can get the words out. 

Thaks, Blog, for the opportuity to unload my dream. Now it can be put to rest.




Monday, February 16, 2026

Just occurred to me:

 Hail Mary...Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb..." 

Does the the brand name Fruit of the Loom seem sacrilegious?

All My Children, Random Order

 The Disillusioned Idealist, The Resolute Optimist, The Resigned Pragmatist

Sunday, February 15, 2026

Death, Evil, Sin

 You can always add "Amen" to the last word of the Our Father, Hail Mary, and Act of Contrition. These prayers don't exactly end on a high note.

Sunday, February 1, 2026

If You Ask Me

 It is a rare occasion nowadays when I'm asked for my opinion, but thoughts  still simmer to a boil in my mind. 

   At present, there is a Public Service Announcement from the New York State Department of Health flooding the television channels  which I find to be disturbing, depressing and essentially useless. There are several  scenes  portraying an individual,  shifting from his healthy childhood to what is apparently his deathbed. Since the message is aimed at discouraging smoking, I assume the man is dying of lung cancer or other tobacco related causes. The images are extremely realistic, invoking heartbreaking recall of actual loss  to those watching.

Who is watching? What is the target audience?  I would surmise, since the message is anti-tobacco, that the PSA is aimed at discourgaging young people from using it.  Apart from the recent statistics that show fewer youths are smoking now than in the past, it is also true that fewer youths watch network television, home to these films. How many teens would take a message away from an ad which they would almost certainly deem irrelevant. The story of a healthy baby and toddler morphing into a sickly older adult is unlikely to register with them. 

  So the audience for this somber and morose message from the Health Department is destined to be older adults, those who still watch network tv. Speaking for at least one of them, I say we don't need any more grisly reminders of impending death. I despise those ads.



Wednesday, January 28, 2026

In sum

 Too difficult  to consolidate here, but I tried to answer the question in a dream:  Ben asked if I'd ever heard of a band called Faulty.   I wanted  to say the only rhyme would be "salty," but try as I might, I couldn't get myself back in the dream. Probably just as well...

Sunday, January 25, 2026

Frozen Time



The holidays are over. The household is bereft
Of the noises and the voices; only echoes have been left.
Their car drove off, with kids and dog, 
And I resigned myself
To adding one more visit
To those stored on memory's shelf. 

But hope survived with the dawn of the day.
A network of footprints was etched to display
A gift frozen in time, a vision sent, 
A precious reminder of what visiting meant:

Deep footprints where the parents strode, 
Steps straight and aligned in approach to the road.
Circled around theirs, in loops to and fro,
Small running steps, forging trails in the snow.

Now only the snow recalls the  sound
Of closed doors, goodby hugs, and frozen ground.
The house stands still. The silence grows, 
Erasing with time all that memory froze.