Last night, at the onset of a new season, I composed a list of things that I decided required action on my part: appointments I should keep, or make; calls I should make for household service calls or repairs. The list was not very long, but with it came the realization that nowhere did there exist any expectation of response, other than on my part.
During a fitful night's sleep, all that might have transpired from the pathos of that ill fated to-do list consolidated into that ogre from the past---a term paper with a pending due date.
I sat with the term paper before me, only a page and half written, out of a minimum requirement of at least 20 pages in length. The person beside me, not a particularly astute student, was proudly flaunting his completed paper, needing only for it to be properly bound. I looked at it, hoping to gain inspiration, but I only managed to start re-writing my own paper, again starting from scratch. The professor was making rounds, checking on progress. I had hoped for some type of assistance, but he just passed by without any comment at all. I knew the penalty for submitting a late paper would detract from the grade, possibly resulting in failure anyway, so I realized the importance of getting that paper handed in on time.
Emerging, finally, from the torture of that dreamlike state, I realized that there was no entity awaiting a term paper from me, nor for anything on my to do list. Hallelujah.